“Words are the clearest record of that “long defeat” of which he wrote, and we may imagine that he saw them also as the vehicles for the “glimpses of final victory” for which he hoped.” (8-9)
Splintered Light: Logos and Language in Tolkien’s World (2002; Revised Edition)
I keep re-reading the opening three chapters of Fleger’s book, in an inner dialogue with myself, as there is so much there, laying the groundwork for understanding, as she calls it in her subtitle, “Logos and Language in Tolkien’s Word.” After describing the most important turning points in Tolkien’s early life, she then analyses his work on “The Reeve’s Tale in Chaucer’s Canterbury Tales,” exploring how Tolkien saw in it Chaucer’s use of northern dialect and what this implies for readers about what is actually happening in the tale. She then talks about Tolkien’s article on a single word – “Sigelwara” and its meaning in relation to the Old English word “AEthiops.” This leads into her discussion of words and their nature and use in Tolkien’s fictional works, which I thought about in my previous blog (“The Word in Tolkien.”)
This evening I came again to the epigraph to this blog, seeing in it the balancing act of hope; a perspective – an existential stance – in which one is neither optimist nor pessimist, but someone open to the future and aware of the past, holding forth for possible good-to-come, yet aware that it might not materialize, and if it occasionally does—realizes that it often dissipates in time. For Tolkien, the world is Fallen; we are broken and yet contain within us – or can draw upon, from outside ourselves? – the Light that can draw us toward a better self-expression and better creation of worlds in which to live. Whether one grounds this in a religious or a secular worldview, the fact is that we are ‘imperfect beings,’ as yet unfinished – one could say – like a lot of Tolkien’s tales beyond his two masterpieces, The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings – and are always stationed at a fulcrum between dark choices and choices that might allow the Light to become more manifest through us.
In the next paragraph, I came to what inspired this blog. After the discussions about “The Reeve’s Tale” and “Sigelwara,” Fleger relates how a student of Tolkien’s once asked him, with regard to his work, “You broke through the veil, didn’t you, and passed through?” To which Tolkien “readily admitted” that he had done so! “Breaking through the veil” refers to seeing the world as it might be; as it could be. Fleger avows that:
“Both question and answer betoken an awareness of and an acceptance of the word as one avenue into perception of the super-natural, the super-real. To break the veil and pass through would be to penetrate beyond normal human perception into another reality, one always present but not readily accessible.” (9)
This resonated with my own experience as a writer, as I believe I have experienced this in my own creative praxis. I would say that this ‘breaking through the veil’ is one way of describing why I write the stories and poems that I do. I am not mimicking or merely reifying the world as it is – as we find it in our actual lived lives – but am hoping to look ‘through the veil’ to what might be; what could be – if we human beings took a step toward the “Light,” in the sense in which Tolkien uses that metaphor.
Now, re-presenting the world-as-it-is in fiction, poetry, film and art, can and does have value, as it challenges us to see things about our lived-in-worlds that are not obvious to us in our day-to-day existence; in our state of normal consciousness. Breaking through that veil, it shows us what’s wrong in our world(s); what needs to be changed; it leads to an imaginative grappling with the way-things-are in tension with what we hope for—the way things could be. This kind of creative re-presentation shows us the brokenness of our world(s) and the ways in which we are damaged by it; how the-way-things-are inhibits us in our attempts to live-life more fully. Well-conceived art about the world-as-it-is reveals prejudices and biases that are harmful to us, personally, as a culture, and as a species. However, it is not the only path a Creative Imagination can take.
‘Breaking through the veil’ is a metaphor; its meaning being ‘seeing
beyond the worlds we have created to what might be a better world’—one in which
we have moved beyond the prejudices that keep us at odds with others of our
species, non-human species and Nature itself.
I appreciate literature and music, poetry and film that forces us to
face the inequalities in our world, its discrimination against ‘this group’ or
’that group’ of human beings, and the often self-serving way in which we wield
‘ethical,’ ‘religious,’ and ‘political’ values and ‘ideals’ to deadening and
violent ends. But to go beyond the veil
is to create art that can show us better possibilities; other ways of dwelling
together in Earth & Spirit.
In my own praxis of looking beyond the veil, I whole-heartedly identify with something Tolkien said regarding his a letter: “I have long ceased to invent … I wait till I seem to know what really happened.” (9, from Letters, 231; as quoted in Fleger) I believe I understand this_ as I am sure many writers and other creative people reading this blog do!
It happened a few weeks ago with the arche of a new story I have been writing called “The Hunter’s Dream.” This has happened so many times in my praxis as a writer that it has nearly come to seem almost ‘the norm,’ though I know it is something much more, much other than ‘normal.’ “Of course that’s what happens,” I sometimes feel without thinking about it, until I read something like this quote from Tolkien. I can honestly say I do not create stories in a mechanical way but wait for the tale to speak to me its truth. Then I write what I ‘see’ or even sometimes ‘hear’ – as I did with “The Hunter’s Dream.”
“The Hunter’s Dream” was a title I scribbled down one day. I felt something_ but could not define or describe it. I had a character in mind, but nothing else. I wanted to write something about the way in which this character – Ryan Steed – came to live at Merlynwood, the ‘Druid House’ – a setting in my imaginative world of Ross County. I had such ‘origin stories’ for two other characters in the same sequence of stories (Michael and David, though not for a third character, Kenneth). But I didn’t know what to write. I tried ‘thinking up’ things to write, but nothing clicked. _I’m sure many of you reading this have had similar experiences.
Then, one night, while I was reading Barry Qualles The Secular Pilgrims of Victorian Literature: The Novel as Book of Life (Cambridge, 1982), I started hearing dialogue in my head—in my imagination, that is (I was not ‘hearing’ things with my physical ears)! It was Ryan’s father talking, and I realized his parents were at a dinner at Merlynwood; where the four elder druids and their other three students – Michael, David and Kenneth – live! The more I ‘listened’ to this dialogue, the more I realized what was going on: Mr and Mrs Steed were trying to decide whether or not to give their son their permission to live at Merlynwood and study to become a modern-day druid!
As I let this dialogue in my imagination emerge, the more powerful it
became, I simply had to start writing. I put Qualles down. I opened a Word doc, and once I did, the
whole story just flowed out of me! I
didn’t write “The Hunter’s Dream,” by sitting and rationally plotting-out a
narrative. I let it come; I waited until
I knew what was going on, and then I let-go_ and started writing. It is, perhaps, one of the most unique
stories I’ve ever written. I hope it
will someday be published in either Ghosts in the Moon – a manuscript I am
trying right now to bring to completion; a kind of spiritual and poetic
autobiography, told through stories and poems about my relationship with ‘the
Muse’ – or in another text that seems to be coming together without my
‘conceiving’ of it_ called The Fire and the Shadows. I am hoping that however it gets shared with potential
readers, it will be yet another story in which the characters are living
in-the-world and yet striving to move ‘beyond-the-veil.’ _To realize themselves as being
in-the-world-but-not-of-it_ as that old spiritual rann has it.