Lovecraft, Paganism and Horror II (10 October 2013)

“The dreams were wholly beyond the pale of sanity, and Gilman felt that they must be a result, jointly, of his studies in mathematics and in folklore.  He had been thinking too much about the vague regions which his formulae told him must lie beyond the three dimensions we know, and about the possibility that old Keziah Mason – guided by some influence past all conjecture – had actually found the gate to those regions.”

-         H. P Lovecraft  Dreams in the Witch House (1932)

This story comes at the whole superstitious, medieval idea of witches and the occult from a different angle; one in which mathematics and science are employed to open up a portal between our world and a trans-dimensional world where monstrous beings wait to invade.  The ‘witch’ of the “Witch House’ is said to a woman tried and imprisoned at Salem for witchcraft who, because she knew certain mathematical formulae, was able to escape.   She told the judges that “lines and curves could be made to point out directions leading through the walls of space to other spaces beyond.”  An interesting idea, as fantastic stories go.  She escaped, and went to Arkham, MA, where she took up residence in an old gabled house and (apparently) lived out her years there.  Or did she?

My Life with Francis; A Poetic Naturalist’s Reflections (6 October 2013)

“The truth about living in the universe is elusive, exciting, and mysterious, and it is in the pursuit of mystery that we find all that is worth having, including ourselves” (1)

-          Moyra Caldecott  Women in Celtic Myth (1992)

Friday was the feast of Saint Francis. Today, as I walked in the woods and experienced the Autumnwood coming to realization, I remembered walking with Francis, imaginatively, as my guide and friend for several years in the late 1980’s, when I was fast approaching the threshold of my Poet’s vocation.  Last night I remembered that last December I was reading Murray Bodo’s The Journey and the Dream; a book that I had first received as a gift from a Franciscan sister in 1988, and which I received as a gift again last Fall, again from a Franciscan sister.  The more recent giver did not know I had read the book before; she thought it a fit exchange for something I was offering her.  But I’d read this book before, and it became one of those fecund guides for my spiritual footsteps for the next three or four years, from the late 1980’s until the early 1990’s.

A Dream in Transit (5 October 2013)

[A Walking Meditation on the Feast of Saint Francis; 4 October 2013]

- Montague Whitsel

Walking alone in solitude in the woods,

I met Francis at a stream,

where he was crossing

stone to stone and mud to sand

near the cross-hairs of immanent transcendence. 

I said “hello_” tentative in presence,

but it was a dream,

and I was walking awake in the world!

I haven’t seen or talked with Francis

for a while_ I told myself,

as the dream continued to play out

before me. 

Francis was playing

at the stream’s flux and flow,

dancing from ripple to trough,

selflessly laughing to himself_

unaware of being watched

from such a far-stationed nearness.

On this side of the sídhe, I yet could hide.

He grasped a fish in both hands,

and stumbled forward off a stone

on which he was standing,

recklessly aloof_

laughing as he bumbled forward,

splash after muddy splash,

with the fish wriggling in his hands.

“I have become a fisher of fish!” he cried,

in a cornucopia of denuded joy

that was as infectious as his laugh!

I laughed, too_ and the dream faded from view.

And there in the aftermath I was left_

standing in the stream

on this side of the sídhe,

feeling completely revived and re-inspired_

to become what I am at my best.

I wept for this impromptu meeting with Francis,

and cherished each frame

of the dream-sequence_

‘til I had imbibed it so fully –

burning it

into the celluloid of my own soul –

that I could perhaps

re-enact the film myself as myself

someday along the Way. 

Amen.