"If we had a keen vision and feeling of all ordinary human life, it would be like hearing the grass grow and the squirrel's heartbeat, and we should die of that roar which lies on the other side of silence." (191)
-
George
Elliot Middlemarch
(New York, New American Library, 1980)
This
quote speaks to what I often refer to as "naturalistic mysticism," an
experience of the mystery inherent in the universe. Not 'mystery' as a
'problem to be solved' or a reference to things as yet beyond our ken; but
mystery as an affirmation that, no matter how much we come to understand the
Earth & Cosmos, it will still be ‘mysterious’—something awe-inspiring and
wondrous.
Elliot
speaks here of opening to the ordinary; experiencing the depth and profound import
of the daily—something sought by religious mystics in many traditions.[i] The ordinary is a gateway into the mystery of
all-that-is. The genuine experience of
the ordinary contributes to wisdom and self-realization. If we are unaware of
our environs – our actual lived context – then we cannot act effectively. As such, awakening to our place in Earth &
Cosmos is necessary for a genuine spiritual praxis, which delineates proper
action, thought and reflection.
Elliot
– like so many of the mystics – intimates that if we became truly aware of our
surroundings; really awake and alert to our context and what was happening all
around us – that it would be 'like' hearing the grass grow or 'hearing' the
beating of a squirrel's heart. These expressions are similes that speak to
our 'deafness' to normal, everyday phenomena. They imply how much there would be to
experience – and the wonder we would experience as a result – were we to 'wake
up;' i.e., metaphorically, if the 'scales' would fall away from our senses, enabling
us to perceive our environs with clarity of mind and heart.
As
a result of such a 'waking up,' we might well become conscious of the ROAR OF
EXISTENCE; I love this phrase! And this
would inspire 'dread' – in that old mystical sense of being so overwhelmed by
our experiential input that it would be 'like' a death. She says we would
"die" of the "roar" that would resound from "the other
side of silence." The ‘death’ she is speaking of here need not be
literal; it alludes to the death of the ‘old self’ that was perfectly willing
to lull-about in life, deaf, blind and dumb – completely insensate – to the
wonders all around us. The ‘silence’ she is speaking of here is the result
of our ‘muting’ of ordinary reality; the ‘quieting’ of our normal, everyday
surroundings.
This ‘quieting’ is to some extent necessary if we are to carry on with life and do the routine things that we need to do to survive. Too much input can be as deadening as too little! Yet while perhaps necessary in a limited sense, we need to enliven our senses to be able to appreciate the reality of Earth & Cosmos. In those moments when our 'vision' and 'feeling' become 'keen,' we may enter into a fuller apprehension of what-is. And this is the naturalistic dimension of mysticism; the experience of the mystery of What-Is; the flux and flow of being-in-becoming and an appreciation of the wonder of it all!
This ‘quieting’ is to some extent necessary if we are to carry on with life and do the routine things that we need to do to survive. Too much input can be as deadening as too little! Yet while perhaps necessary in a limited sense, we need to enliven our senses to be able to appreciate the reality of Earth & Cosmos. In those moments when our 'vision' and 'feeling' become 'keen,' we may enter into a fuller apprehension of what-is. And this is the naturalistic dimension of mysticism; the experience of the mystery of What-Is; the flux and flow of being-in-becoming and an appreciation of the wonder of it all!
This
experience is not something 'supernatural;' it does not depend upon
superstitious belief. The mysticism
Eliot implies here is perfectly natural; it is an emotional experience grounded
in our neurology and interpretable by our intellect. It is an experience that we have been
equipped for by evolution, most likely by accident (though I might argue that mysticism has an
evolutionary advantage). However we came by the ability to have such
profound experiences, it results in awe and wonder and can lead to such experiences
as a ‘cleansing’ of our ‘senses’ and a radical realization of the ‘import’ of
our surroundings—our being at-home in Earth & Cosmos. These experiences have been known to mystics – both religious and non-religious – down across the centuries, and are a normal
manifestation of our ability to engage with our surroundings in an open and accepting
way.
An
experience of naturalistic mysticism can also be transformative, regenerative
and have a healing effect. You are never quite the same after such an
experience. The mundane cannot hold sway
over you; you know there is more to reality than what we experience in the
state of “normal consciousness” as Abraham Heschel called it in The Earth is the Lord’s (1978):
“Normal consciousness is a state of stupor, in which sensibility to the wholly real and responsiveness to the stimuli of the spirit are reduced. The mystics, knowing that humankind is involved in a hidden history with the cosmos, endeavor to awake from the drowsiness and apathy and to regain the state of wakefulness for their enchanted souls.”
While framed
in a religious worldview, I would suggest that this passage speaks to the same
kind of 'awakening' as that to which Elliot was alluding. To nurture this kind of mysticism is to contribute
to our wholeness in a perfectly naturalistic sense; a psychological,
existential sense—one that can be thought of in spiritual terms.
“To those who are awake, there is one ordered cosmos common to all, whereas in sleep each man turns away to one of his own,"
- Heraclitus
[i] In the
Christian tradition, Augustine, Brother Lawrence and other mediaeval mystics emphasized
the importance of being in touch with the ordinary; of being able to appreciate
the daily round and not allowing it to become merely the ‘mundane.’ Modern spiritual writers such as Joan Chittister
(see e.g., Wisdom Distilled from the
Daily, 2009) and Thomas Merton have also urged an awareness of the ordinary.
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